the best thing you can ever do is die

what really matters is bringing the story to a satisfying conclusion . our heroes have served their purpose and they need to rest forever now . bring retribution to the masses at any costs . when we attack the people who hurt us and it brings us nothing . its time to invest in the impossible . because there is no way to move forward . the only way through is…

something very disturbing about the way every one kinda just unquestionably went along with everything happening here . not only in of the general population but the idea that marvel made a movie in which a brainwashed soldier realizes a racist fascistic alien military brainwashed her into killing alien refugees who refused to give up their land to them and ends up ending that fascistic alien military . all while wearing the colors of the United States Air Force…

its only been 3 years since i found out and its already felt longer and realer than the 17 before it .

its clearly not just about being trans as much as it is also about being trans . its just about being embarassing enough to disfigure the version of yourself thats the best choice to be a part of the thing thats been suffocating you for so long . being trans is childish and naive . and it locks…