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Favorite films

  • Mulholland Drive
  • Barry Lyndon
  • There Will Be Blood
  • Persona

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  • Paint Drying

  • The Insider

    ★★★★½

  • The Order

    ★★★★

  • Duchess

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Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind

2004

★★★★★ Liked 11

Did I ever wish I could erase the memory of my past significant others? No—not now. But did I once? Absolutely. After my first long-term relationship ended, I was undone. The heartbreak was relentless, stretching across months, suffocating every part of me. I drowned the ache in drugs and alcohol, blurred the sharp edges of loss with substances and distractions. I cried nearly every day. I couldn't eat. I lost a significant amount of weight, and with it, I lost…

Aftersun

2022

★★★★★ Liked 7

There have been many times in my life when I didn’t want to live. Times when I came close to making that final decision. Looking back now, I’m thankful that I didn’t succeed—not because I triumphed through strength or resilience in those moments, but simply because I didn’t. I used to think of that as another failure. Now, I see it as grace.

Life, for all its pain and confusion, has become something I genuinely love. I still have bad…

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Paint Drying

2016

37

I’ve been taking a bit of a break from writing reviews on here because of something that happened recently—I was punched in the face and ended up with a broken nose. The aftermath has been rough: horrible headaches and some depression tied to the whole situation.

I won’t go into too much detail, but I was sober (as always) and got into an argument with someone who was drunk. Things escalated unexpectedly, and he hit me. I was caught off…

The Insider

1999

★★★★½ Liked Rewatched

I love Michael Mann—damn, can he make a movie. The Insider is yet another example of his masterful direction and storytelling. It’s a gripping, intelligent, and emotionally charged film that takes a potentially dry subject and turns it into a taut, deeply human drama. What could have easily been formulaic or overly procedural becomes something riveting and full of urgency.

The performances are phenomenal. Russell Crowe delivers one of the best of his career as Jeffrey Wigand, a man torn…

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No Way Up

2024

★½ Watched

I have had it with these motherfucking sharks on this motherfucking plane!

Miller's Girl

2024

12

Miller's Girl feels overly pretentious and uncomfortable to watch. The storyline lacks direction, and the characters are exceptionally unlikable. The performances seem disted, as if each actor is in a different movie altogether. The premise is peculiar and lacks a clear purpose. Despite some visually appealing cinematography, the film ultimately falls short. Miller's Girl appears to strive for a steamy and provocative atmosphere but comes across as absurd and contrived. It almost parodies the student-teacher romance genre, rendering it tedious…